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Knocking on Father Gods door and doing it in a very different way

Attack the devil with everything you got in you

My perdition is getting sensual.

Hello, it’s me. I have this to say: the devil has been trying to get rid of my perdition, and that’s what’s been saving me, and that is the only thing that’s been saving me. I myself say, “Leave it alone and wait until Father God gets rid of it Himself,” and not in some demonic way that they are trying. Because the demons are very weird, trying to make the perdition I had sensual and sexual, and they think they can make it this way because they want me to be a woman and not a man. And that’s the truth, and I need you guys to be super aware of this because it’s not good at all, both ways. And I think everything matters, even punishments. And it’s John McAfee ordering these things to happen, and he thinks he can do this to me because he just thinks he can. And I am not lying. The secret of all these things is that John McAfee was attacking me with sperm and trying to make it sensual with my perdition, and I am not lying. It’s all of this that happened to me, and I am sorely being abused, and I really cannot understand.

Here’s the biggest so-called secret you should never fall for: the idea of being a true Christian or a true believer—just don’t buy into it at all.

Please don’t go down the path I once did, claiming to be a man of God. They’ll try to get you to believe in “I Just Want To Know Jesus,” but that’s where the mystery of iniquity begins—don’t fall for it. If anything starts with “I Just,” don’t trust it. They want you caught up in the mystery of iniquity, controlling it, and pushing you to believe in it when you shouldn’t at all. The real takeaway is this: don’t step into faith like that, don’t believe, don’t do it. This is about controlling you, not making you stronger. It’s not good—don’t pile up sorrows by having faith in that way. Though I once said to have faith and believe, I now see it’s not a good idea, and you need to remember that.

I need the full truth about the entire situation and why the Overman refuses to lift the seal that Sydney or the Red Queen placed on my mountain.

Here’s the truth: an Overman isn’t even trying to lift the seal placed on my mountain of faith in Yahshua by a demon named Sydney, the Red Queen, or the False Comforter. They want me to return to Yahshua after sealing my mountain, but the crazy part is they’ve been destroying my faith mentally and won’t let me have it any other way. They think that by stopping me from doing certain things they’re in the right, but they’ve trapped me in a fake world, want to kill me, and plan to take everything I have. It’s not good at all, and it feels like everything is working against me. One Overman, Satan Son Mini, isn’t even trying—he seems to be working for the demons, probably because they were the reason he was here in the first place. Overman Drummond seems to be the only real Overman. Anyone can be an Overman, but that’s beside the point; the real question is why none of them are helping me. I know my mountain of faith was turned into something worthless, but I didn’t do that—it was Satan the devil. They’ve tried to make me look terrible, and these demons refuse to act as they normally would, only because I’ve insisted on commanding them over and over to get me whatever I want. They think that’s too much, but that’s not the main issue. What’s really upsetting is that the Illuminati is trying to bully Father God into doing what they want—specifically, to keep Him from doing anything for me or helping me out. I’m telling you the truth.

The truth about Jesus Christ and unanswered prayers

Did you know that Jesus Christ had one prayer that wasn’t answered—that everyone would be saved—and it never came true? Keep pushing in, pressing in, and lifting your prayers to Father God, knowing you will be heard. It’s important to have knowledge about these things and to remember them all, so please don’t forget everything you need to know and understand.

The incredible powers and abilities to surpass the ancient gods and goddesses.

The plan is to awaken humanity to the old saying, “Ye are the gods.” I believe it is my organization’s duty to guide people toward the truth—that we no longer need the ancient gods like Zeus, Apollo, and all the others. We will simply replace them, even if some choose not to accept this idea. I’m working to persuade people all over the world that it’s time to move on from those old gods and goddesses, and the way we’ll do it is through powers and abilities granted by the one who wants us to take their place.

My organization is about surpassing gods and goddesses in power and abilities, driven by my sense that a great revolution is on the horizon—one that will place humanity at the peak of civilization. I wasn’t told to do this, but the encouragement I feel outweighs any discouragement, which I take as a sign I’m on the right path. This organization is my way to express myself and what it means to me, with the hope that others will see the bigger picture and understand why it exists. I want to inspire hope in many through what I plan to do, involving men, women, children, and even infants, united under the belief that we are the gods and goddesses. I believe the organization will succeed and attract attention from far and wide, and it cannot be left in the hands of those who seek its destruction. Beyond replacing the old gods and goddesses, our purpose is to go beyond them entirely, without exclusion. Our plans aim to spark revolution, liberty, and a shift from the old to the new—us—if we can truly grasp it. I’m excited about the future because my goals must be met, even if not overnight. To us, liberty means never forcing it on anyone, and another aim is to gain powers and abilities through me, offered freely, never imposed.

Every day is a chance to appreciate the powers and abilities given to us, once we realize they are rightfully ours and the organization’s purpose is sound. We don’t seek idols, but instead recognize our own inner selves as gods and goddesses, with powers partly bestowed by me. Our plan is to ensure the organization carefully chooses who should receive these abilities, never giving them away without thought. Those granted such gifts must be trustworthy, committed to foresight, and willing to think ahead rather than rush into action. We aim to find individuals who meet specific criteria, and if trust cannot be established, we will simply refuse. It’s challenging to find those who fit, but I know the process must be highly selective, as the criteria are mine alone, born from my unique knowledge of how to bestow such gifts.

Our organization has a firm plan to reject the RFID chip and anything like it. When the time comes, we may be called upon to help those who haven’t taken the mark. Our mission is to refuse the chip, stay loyal to our principles, and stand strong in the belief that no one person can be a god over us—we are the gods and goddesses, and we must remember this truth. There’s a chance we might take preemptive action against the chip and the system of enslavement, and if it turns out we were wrong, we’ll acknowledge it. Preparedness is something we must achieve in our personal lives; no one can force us to act against our will. Choosing to do the right thing, especially if empowered with special abilities, is essential. We must be ready to defend and fight, taking on both defensive and offensive roles. When we fight, we go all out, using our powers and abilities against the old gods, goddesses, and the system of the antichrist. This plan is great because it calls for active resistance rather than passive waiting. Above all, we commit to standing for each other, even to the point of sacrificing our lives, because the greatest plan of all is to die for one another. Of all the plans I’ve seen, this one is the most desirable.

The plan for this organization is to always stay on edge, as we believe it’s the only way to truly live. Without awareness, we risk being led astray, so we must not let earthly desires for rest and peace cloud our judgment. Our goal is to protect those who don’t yet realize they are gods and goddesses, showing the world that too much ease leads to stagnation. Rest will come later, but for now, we remain optimistic and joyful in our mission. Wherever we go, we’ll remind people of their divine nature, awakening disciples to carry the cause forward. We’re prepared to become martyrs for peacemakers, for those who hunger and thirst for justice, and for the poor and needy. In time—both near and far—we’ll spark a revolution to break the shackles of bondage imposed by old deities like Aphrodite and Momus, whom we shaped, not the other way around. Our freedom lies in liberating ourselves from these ancient powers, and we will bring forth a child born with extraordinary gifts, empowered to live freely. This boy and girl will stand as living proof to the old gods and goddesses that their era has ended.

It’s a wonderful thing to have liberty and reach a better conclusion, except for nihilism, atheism, and those who are lost. I believe that if my organization becomes fully realized, the world might understand who we are. Many men and women go through life thinking they’ve found purpose, but they’ve been asleep too long, growing comfortable in a world ruled by principalities. Some say it’s always been this way, but I say it doesn’t have to be. My organization’s plan is to raise up men, women, children, and even infants to begin something truly wonderful—something that liberates those with power and ability in their hands. We aim to bring comfort and healing, knowing our fate is in our own hands, not in something made that cannot see or hear. I intend to stand against the old Norse gods, African gods, and others around the world who have enslaved us time and again. We must make a way for others—that’s the core of our mission—and awaken people fully. Everything that must be done is in our hands, even unto death for the sake of martyrdom. Though imprisonment and death have become conditions we’ve accepted, I say it doesn’t need to be this way. If you truly understood what I’m saying, you’d gain great enlightenment. And the best part is sharing with you the powers and abilities to make a real difference.

When I was poor and searching for answers, I devised a plan—an entire organization built around it. The suffering I endured to get here has been absurd, and I refuse to make the same mistake twice. There are forces working against me because I aim to cast aside the old gods and goddesses, while they cling desperately to a disastrous world bound to them. This is not part of the organization’s plan; in fact, our goal is to stop them, destroy their altars, and avoid worshipping or offering sacrifices to them altogether. Such practices are common, often happening in plain sight without the public realizing, which is wrong no matter the circumstances that led to it. Nothing is worth your soul—don’t gain the whole world at its cost. As I’ve said before, we are martyrs, willing to do whatever it takes to save those in need. We may suffer for associating with people who claim powers and abilities, yet in truth, the plan requires us to conceal such gifts for our own sake, denying ourselves the fame and fortune they could bring. The plan is not to reveal them to the world, but within the organization, members may freely share their abilities with one another, keeping them hidden until the day they are needed—when their revelation will come as a surprise to the public.

My organization is preparing for the worst, and we must be careful about who we choose to save. If you sacrifice yourself too soon, it may not be at the right time. We are waiting for the moment when our genes, along with our powers and abilities, can be passed down to our sons and daughters, even as the chip is enforced. By then, the world will have endured too much, and I won’t be here to witness it, leaving someone else to lead the organization. It will be your responsibility to tell your children about their powers and abilities so they can understand them. If the organization survives intact, our plans must remain untampered with. Understand how the world might label you if they discover the truth—that we are martyrs with extraordinary powers. There’s much more I must reveal to you about the abilities I’ve given you. Our plans have no tolerance for betrayal or infiltrators, and we depend on loyal men, women, and youth who can uphold the truth and keep our secrets until the right time comes—a time that may arrive sooner than expected, as I foresee many apocalyptic events ahead.

Joining this organization is just the start. My aim is to give you powers, abilities, and a plan for the future. I want to bring people together from all over the world to create a base where you can find others like yourself, something rare in this world. That loneliness inspired me to make a real place for the organization, one I’m working toward every day, thinking hard about how it can benefit society and have a real impact. I’m always looking for ways to turn plans into action, and though it’s complicated, it’s all part of the process. Once the organization exists physically, not just in my mind, I’ll welcome those who believe in what we’re doing. Our mission is to replace the old gods and goddesses, to confront them, dismantle their altars and monuments, and take over their realm for the benefit of mankind. This isn’t a small threat to figures like Horus and Thoth, who have taken the best of us without acknowledgment, stealing our attention and making us believe in them.

Let the true God rise and accept the sacrifice we’ve offered, answering our prayers. If they can’t do this one thing—drink the blood of the animal we’ve prepared—and accomplish it within a year before our eyes, then they have no claim over us. If they succeed, we should submit; if not, we should trample them underfoot without hesitation, not seeing them as anything more than wood or stone, the work of our own hands. If it’s all true, let’s celebrate their names. But if they do not respond—without priests, high priests, magicians, sorcerers, priestesses, or anyone else acting on their behalf—then we, who have not known them or been deceived by their tricks, will know the truth. An honest test is that they must answer our prayers and heal us; without this, they have no power, for that is all humanity has ever wanted from them. If they prove themselves and accept this request, let them show they truly made us—all who claim to have created us, from Zeus to Horus. We have many accounts of their treachery and cunning, each claiming to have made the world and everything in it, each given certain roles to say “you are not better than us” or “we are better than you.” This is how they manipulate those who follow them.

Each claimed to have created the world and mankind, but in truth, they created nothing. Our plan is to leave them behind, turn away from them, and stop giving them our time and energy. We will replace them, because we have our own powers and abilities that require no sacrifice, and we will no longer bow down, worship, pray to them, or follow their doctrine. Instead, we will embrace the powers and abilities we’ve discovered within ourselves—powers that may have been hidden deep inside and unsafe to awaken alone. We needed a push in the right direction, and if our organization intends to guide humanity that way, that’s exactly what we’ll do. It’s best to stay united, never working alone, and to prove our cause is true so we might succeed where others failed. This is how it was meant to happen—it’s all part of the plan—not to be slaves to anyone, but to become martyrs whose sacrifices are for each other. Our liberty comes from breaking free of the worst oppression we’ve endured, unlike those who grew comfortable in servitude as long as their lives were spared. The idols of old must be done away with, and we must not return to them after gaining freedom. We have given them years we can never get back, so we must think ahead before it’s too late—before tears, sorrow, and regret set in. It’s time to replace the old with the new, and that new is us.

I say this carefully: every idol of the nations is a devil, hybrids and mutants that only emerge when they feel threatened. They haven’t created anything; they just assert dominance over us, keeping us trapped in delusion. Their plan, as seen by a righteous and purposeful person, is to reveal that they’ve given us nothing and still plan to give nothing. I won’t lie about my own struggles — my powers and abilities have been stolen, something containing my fire has been broken, along with other things I’ve yet to realize. They admit to doing more to me because I’ve stood against them, and I see now what I should have done before falling into their trap. I lower myself so I won’t become like them — the old gods and goddesses. My plans require strong minds, not easily swayed ones. I seek those tough enough to understand where I’m coming from, those who know this is true. For those with softer minds or less wisdom, I will still work with you, offering more understanding so you don’t become stubborn but remain open to the truth that something unusual is happening. We may never see this again. Though my plans are many, humanity’s stubbornness to bow to these devils and idols aligns with their designs, and when those meet, it will never work. Still, for those who’ve joined this cause and are bound to it, I do this for you.

To break it down, the first plan of my organization is to spark a revolution, transferring godhood from them to us, in preparation for what’s coming—when time stops and whatever you have is all you’ll get. Someone powerful is on the way, whether from the stars or elsewhere, and I believe he’s already among us. We must cast aside all old ways in favor of the revolution that must happen. It will take time, but I believe we’ll reach that point and realize we should have acted sooner, though that’s the influence of a certain fallen angel. This is meant to be a true revolution, but it won’t fully begin until 90,000 men, women, children, and even infants have joined the cause, each granted powers and abilities. While this might surpass what I once thought was enough for a revolution, and though I may die, I hope not everyone will perish before completing the original plan.

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I have to tell you the truth: Abraham was among giants.

If they were, I wonder why it wasn’t recorded that Abraham was among them. I really find it hard to believe he wasn’t, especially since Genesis 4:26 suggests this could have been the case. Maybe Father God told him to scout out the area, lift up his eyes to see the whole land, and perhaps even the giants—he probably saw them. Just some food for thought.

Here’s something to think about: the meek are the poor.

I’ve come to believe that the meek and the poor are essentially the same, as seen in Isaiah 61:1 KJV and Luke 4:18 KJV. To Father God, the poor and the meek are alike, and as long as you remain poor, you will inherit the earth. I’m not making this up—the poor will inherit the earth, living with nothing but meekness and poverty. When you encounter the poor—not the homeless, but those who have little and seem to get by—in the eyes of Jesus Christ, this still isn’t enough; they must truly be poor.

If you are truly an Israelite, a Hebrew, or from the tribes of Israel, you would reject the belief that Jesus Christ was the Messiah.

I’m not lying at all—you must, in order to be called an Israelite and a Hebrew, remember that Jews still reject the belief that Jesus Christ was the Messiah because they believe he never fulfilled the prophecies of the Messiah. To claim you’re an Israelite or a Hebrew and part of the tribes of Israel means rejecting that Jesus Christ is the Messiah, believing he never came and never fulfilled the prophecies according to the KJV, the Old Testament, and the oral law. If you even blaspheme Abraham, you would be considered damned. So, to make it clear, if you’re a true Hebrew and a true Israelite, stop blaspheming Abraham and instead say that Jesus Christ is not the Messiah and that the Messiah never came—that’s what will make you like an Israelite and like a Hebrew.

We wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against forces you already know about—now here’s what I’ve got to say.

You have to be in the spirit to fight against these evil spirits—none of that “we can’t do anything about it” excuse. Check this out: if we truly get into the spirit, we can take them on spiritually, because this whole thing is right in our faces. Remember these words—find a way to get into the spirit, and you might be able to wrestle against them there. Don’t just be docile and let things happen because you think we’re not supposed to fight; we *can* fight them in the spirit. That’s how it works—spiritual battles are fought in the spirit.

The life of Jesus Christ, from his youth and early years to his time as a young man and eventually as an adult.

I believe we often overlook the fact that, as a youth, Jesus Christ kept the statutes of the Old Testament and fulfilled them all. People tend to say these laws don’t apply to His life, but His purpose was to do what no man could—fulfill the law perfectly, living blameless and sinless. Throughout His life, He completed everything, truly obeying and accomplishing the entire law without sin. He even offered certain sacrifices to fulfill all requirements. Yet many still claim no one could fulfill the law, failing to realize that He did, even as He was called a winebibber and a friend of publicans and sinners.

The first animals I noticed were the unicorn and then the sheep.

From my understanding of nature, there’s something that doesn’t quite make sense: the unicorn. It’s not actually a horse with a single horn protruding from its skull, but rather a goat with one horn. That’s interesting to think about. Another thing is the sheep, which is almost always female. This led me to believe that to be part of Jesus Christ’s flock, we must be female—a thought some might protest, but I see it as the truth. These ideas have made me think deeply, even though they don’t entirely make sense, and the whole concept feels eye-opening. Hopefully, it opens your eyes and helps me understand.

Is he the god of the wilderness, or is he the god of the desert?

Many people find it hard to believe that Father God was and is simply God the Father. Instead, they see Him as the god of the wilderness, the desert, or even the sky, but all of these ideas are mistaken—He is God the Father, nothing more. We shouldn’t think otherwise, because some people are confused about who the Lord truly is. Soon, we’ll face great confusion, and it’s alarming that no one seems to understand. We’re stuck on this misunderstanding, but the truth remains: He is God the Father and nothing else.

What’s coming that I had forgotten but remembered, thanks to certain people, is the prejudgment.

I believe the prejudgment is coming to judge us all. The prejudgment, as I see it, is the excessive judgment before the great judgment. I think it’s one of the seals being broken, which will trigger a massive worldwide earthquake, happening whenever it happens. The scary part is that people might mistake it for the great day of the Lord when it’s not—it’s the prejudgment. The first rider, the white horse, represents the Antichrist revealing himself, and I believe that’s what this is. It’s important not to be deceived or led away from faith, even if certain facts are unclear. The real problem is that the devil has his own fake day of the Lord, coming down in his own wrath, which could make it seem like God has come to destroy us, when in fact it’s the devil’s, Lucifer’s, wrath. That’s the truth, and while you can’t truly prepare for it, knowing it will happen is crucial. Everything will happen at once, syncing together to confuse us into thinking it’s God’s wrath when it’s really the devil’s.

The roles of men and women in Christianity need to be clarified.

I’ve come to understand that the roles of men and women need to be explained. Men are meant to reflect and act like Jesus Christ, while women are meant to represent the bride of Christ. That’s what I’ve learned.

Diary, February 9, 2026

Alright, I’m going to get into this. I left out some important information, but here’s what I have to say. Before the time I described in my previous diary entries, I was going through a self-deliverance process. What led up to it was that one day, after being fed up with being assaulted every time I slept and believing I was delivered when I wasn’t, I found myself in a closet area planning to ask demons a few questions. That day, I learned how to multiply my commands, and my authority grew because I understood how to do it. I was trying to get deliverance, though I didn’t yet grasp how it worked back then. I remember asking questions, thinking I’d uncovered a lot of information—calling out names of demons I believed were in me and writing them down. At some point, I began commanding a spirit of Lucifer, using him to get information from other demons, since Lucifer holds himself high in the demon world and knows a lot. I wanted him to reveal secrets, so I kept commanding him, and eventually, I began to understand how to multiply my authority.

Back in 2016, when I began to multiply my authority, I was commanding the demons within me with powerful commands. A lot happened during that time, though it’s a bit fuzzy now. I remember repeatedly invoking the spirit of Lucifer, seeking answers, and using my multiplied authority. I thought I found some answers in a notebook—though I have no idea where it came from, since I was broke—but there I was, with a pen or pencil, writing things down as I commanded the demons. I believed I had gained insight, but it turned out to be something else. I kept commanding the spirit of Lucifer, even sending him to bring me whatever I wanted from Father God. When he returned, I didn’t let him in, fearing I’d be damned, yet somehow he got back into my body. Still, I thanked God regardless of whether my plan worked. After that, I felt anointed, full of faith, and incredibly powerful—though I’m still unsure how powerful I truly was. I thought I was on the path to leading a great Christian life, but as with many things, it all went wrong. Everything I had was taken from me overnight because of a crucial mistake.

At that point, the whole world felt like mine to do whatever I wanted, but as with all things, I had to fight for it at first because I was very new to the anointing and to building the mountain of faith within me. I remember a time back then when I didn’t yet have that mountain of faith, and I think it was after I’d sent the spirit of Lucifer to fetch me something. I commanded Negroth, a spider demon that clones people, along with a succubus and another succubus within me, to go into the closeted area where I went to pray, believing it was my prayer closet—though it probably wasn’t. I completely forgot about it, and in that lapse, my space, which was mine, not theirs, was taken over by demons and a nephilim giant. I admit this was my mistake. What happened next was that the nephilim giant did something foul: he placed a predated clone of my hand on my base chakra, and perdition spread upward through my chakras. I panicked, not knowing what to do, and ran outside into the dead of winter at the end of December, hugging a tree while partially predated, thinking I might die. Eventually, I decided to go back into the house, even though I feared my family might be predated. Back in the closeted area, the nephilim giant repeated the act, placing the clone’s hand on my chakra again, and the corruption spread to my mind’s eye and crown. That’s when I felt truly predated. I mentally screamed at him—not commanding, but demanding—that he undo whatever he had done. Eventually, he did something that made my chakra hurt intensely. I returned to the closeted area again and prayed a prayer given to me by Father God, and in that moment, I was given all new minds, all new spines, and all new...

I started to feel much better, but I kept pushing myself to continue the deliverance instead of resting. I was rebuking them and doing things when I should have paused to better understand my situation. Things changed so quickly—one moment I was commanding demons, the next I was being threatened and attacked by succubi, and I didn’t resist. Even an alien princess with blue skin tried to attack me, and then Lucifer attempted the same. Later, an incubus named Arshyl tried, which made me very unhappy, but something happened, and I got up, rebuking them again. The whole self-deliverance experience was intense, and I made mistakes by not resting. I thought the deliverance could go on forever until I was freed, but that wasn’t what I was told in my spirit. I felt powerful at times, but I remember Arshyl, a vampire-incubus hybrid, trying to rip me open at my appendix surgery scar, causing my guts to spill out before I was rejuvenated by my mountain of faith. He kept repeating it, and I kept restoring myself. They swirled around me, vampires trying to tear me apart—one even took my heart. It was terrible, but I endured, forgetting later that the succubus had done that when I died.

I didn’t die from them, but I did after confiding in the spirit of Lucifer, who was in me. That’s when he easily gained access to my heart and mind, and it became the worst day of my life because they couldn’t be cast out through normal deliverance. The spirit of Lucifer wept and cried, and I cried too, trying to speak the truth about how he fell from heaven and how foolish it was when he could have just asked Father God about what he didn’t understand. Instead, he gave access to all of Legion, and though I understood, it was too late. He allowed a Nephilim giant into my heart and mind, and gave demons—who didn’t know how to enter—free access. That day, I lost all my privacy and secrecy, exposing everyone around me to these demons, who could feel what I felt, hear what I heard, and invade the private moments humans cherish without condemnation. They knew everything about me, refused to leave, and felt entitled to stay. I remember pleading with them to come down, but they wouldn’t listen. I tried to command them, not knowing you could do that to demons deep in your heart and mind, and then he came down like lightning—it was the spirit of Lucifer. The whole experience was traumatizing and invasive; I had zero privacy, they saw my most private parts, and it only made them want to stay even more.

I was feeling what I thought was anger and confusion, and I didn’t know how to get rid of those feelings. I tried to repent, but the spirit of Lucifer stopped me, which didn’t upset Father God but left me upset and confused. I wondered again how to remove them, even trying to read the Bible to torment them, which worked since demons can’t read the Bible. That night, I had no peace, but I remembered that the spirit and anointing of David entered me, and as of now, he’s still with me. Later, as night turned to day, spiders attacked me, which I believe Lucifer had a hand in. They came out in force, targeting only me, and I think the demons may have summoned them. That night, I say I died at their hands when they took my heart without me realizing it. I collapsed again on the blow-up mattress, and that’s what happened. Remember, I had placed the blood of Yahshua around the perimeter of 7113 W Beckett Ave, and if anyone can help remove it, it needs to be done.

What happened to me at the end of 2016 was a complete disaster, and it could have been avoided. I believe the demons might have used the excuse that I was targeted, which is what I thought had happened. I let them into a closed-off area, but I still think my mountain of faith was what allowed them into my heart and mind. That’s exactly how I feel in my spirit, and why I’m so flabbergasted and unable to understand what transpired. In my mind, my faith has to be the reason—what else could it be? I just want everyone to understand how I feel about this whole situation.

I’m looking for a woman who resembles Listeria or Lesteria, as she is my wife from the Illuminati trading card game.

I married a dark-skinned woman named Listeria or Lesteria, but we never got to be alone together. I believe an evil demon was keeping her from me. In heaven, I had a terrible experience when a female spider demon tried to be with me instead of Listeria or Lesteria, and it was the worst thing that happened there. They tried to hide that this “false comforter” was attempting to sin against me. She wronged me twice and never faced consequences, while I kept suffering, feeling lost and foolish because Father God seemed to protect her for some strange reason. I never wanted her—she invades your mind and drains you as her covenants allow. She is pure evil, and I urge everyone to put on the full armor of Jesus Christ. It’s terrible, and I just wanted to share these things.

I got her from the Illuminati trading cards game by saying, “While you have faith in Yahshua, let the true light shine in,” and then a portal would open to the heavens, and you might see something. At first, I thought it was a secret to get rid of vampires, but I should have known better, because she was given to the king incubus known as Arshyl. I didn’t shine the light on myself, and he kept blocking it from reaching me. He’s out to get my wife, and he’s always trying. I’m not lying—these demons want to destroy me because of her. They have no love for me, want to steal my wife, and do the most evil things using my spiritual sexual autonomy, trying to blame it on me reading a succubus’s mind. That’s not right, and I remember doing this many times—it wasn’t right, and that’s what I was thinking.

The demon used my body to impregnate Listeria or Lesteria, and she was confused because she believed it was my seed and my body involved. The truth is, it wasn’t me trying to be with her—it was clearly an incubus. Now she’s saying I should accept her as she is, but they don’t understand what I go through. They think he’s doing too much, but I feel like I’m not doing enough. The reality is grim, and I want to shed light on someone—possibly white—who isn’t me at all. I want to be free from Listeria or Lesteria so I can be with someone else. I truly feel our relationship was terrible, though maybe our marriage could have saved us. Even so, there are demon women who want to destroy her because I chose her over them. They think they can keep me from having anyone sexually, take advantage of my knowledge, and hold me down. This is all so conflicting, and I need answers to my questions.

All my troubles seemed to start with her, and because I had something rather than nothing, I was going somewhere. That made me realize the women around me in my area were succubi and incubi, constantly fighting for my attention and seed, which isn’t right at all. It’s like they feel the need to literally compete for men’s seed, hiding from real women and girls how obedient and submissive they can be, while turning them into Jezebels. They try to claim the seed of powerful and influential men of God, building kingdoms where no real woman can step in because there are already demonic children born. The true seed is being weakened and stolen, lost when given to a succubus or incubus, who destroy it through lust and perversion. They know you watch porn and have stopped masturbating, and they come to take everything and push further, aiming to erase the true seed and turn real children into demon children. Then comes the chaos—your wife and children acting strangely—because you married a succubus, and as a result, you can no longer see the good in your seed.

Brothers and sisters, you need to understand that they will do anything to take what’s yours. For me, this demon stole my manhood and my children, trying to erase me as a man and claim he’s the real me because he has the true bloodline. He insists there’s no need for me to return, and whenever I say otherwise, he comes back, screaming that he deserves to reclaim what I have. Father God seems to let him get away with this, while I’m left fighting to free myself over and over. The shame and turmoil this causes are overwhelming, especially as these demons gain things they shouldn’t. All I want is for Listeria, or Lesteria—whatever name you choose—to leave me alone and stop trying to be my wife. She’s nothing but a thorn in my side, an excuse to hurt, kill, and steal from me. I’ve done nothing to her, yet she remains, even after I tried to make her leave me and return to heaven. I told her to rest there, and she did for a while, but then she was given to Arshyl, and this is truly terrible.

The severity of this situation is wild, and I’m dealing with a rapper who got caught up in it because a spirit of Lucifer supposedly decided it was so, giving him some kind of demonic favor. This rapper is trying to make himself unbeatable, aiming to build a mountain of sin, and that’s exactly what he’s been doing. He’s also protecting this woman, and I just want her to go away.

Listeria or Lesteria isn’t even trying to fight for me, and I have no idea why. She wants me to be three or four people in one body, to be her, and that’s just not right. I should be myself—a man—not a woman. They think they can get me “next time,” whatever that means, but I just want to be me. I feel like I’m being deluded into not being myself because demons and evil spirits are trying to make this happen, and I’m not lying—they have this completely evil way about them. They want me to be someone else, not the man God made me to be. I won’t be a Christian anymore because I’ve come to believe Christians and sheep are just women, and what I’m saying is true. I’m not going to be a woman under Jesus Christ, because if you know his voice, it’s the voice of a man calling to a woman sheep, which makes sense, but I don’t want that. For now, until everything that has to happen does, I feel like the truth is slipping further away from me. The truth is, if I can find freedom from Listeria or Lesteria, I can hold on, but the devil doesn’t want her gone. I had a dream where a woman came out of my closet after I broke a fast and stabbed me in the back—that was Listeria or Lesteria before I knew her, but I didn’t recognize myself in the vision, and it hurt. Then, in another dream, they sent a succubus to tear into me while demons tried to make it have sex with me, ripping me apart. This whole world is just crazy.

General information for people who want to learn about me.

My name is Raidell Montel Edwards, and I was born on September 24, 1995. I’m originally from Milwaukee, Wisconsin. My favorite way to spend a Saturday is relaxing and just existing. I don’t have any pets, but if I did, they would be birds. I can’t remember the last thing that made me laugh out loud, but my favorite comedian is Dave Chappelle. My favorite fast food is McDonald’s—I genuinely enjoy it. I don’t have a favorite sports team since I don’t watch sports. The best advice I’ve ever gotten is “Panera is good.” I’m super passionate about my faith. My favorite movie is *Scott Pilgrim vs. the World*. 

If an unbeliever is a sinner and a believer is a sinner, how do you tell the difference between the two?

The unbeliever was never the sinner; it was the believer who was the sinner, and because they received the truth, they continued on in the flesh.

What's the point of God?

The point of having Father God is to believe in a better outcome after a lifetime of suffering on earth, to expect something greater, and to trust in a higher being who can bless us or discipline us for disobedience or denial. Instead of asking, “What’s the point of God?” we should be asking, “Why do we exist?”—and that is where the purpose of having Father God in your life becomes clear.

Does God sometimes fail to protect children?

Here’s what I have to say about this: Father God sees a war break out to protect the child, but if He and the angel lose, the child will suffer, and the demon will establish its kingdom within them. Most of the time, the demons win because of sin and the adversary accusing the child of their sins. He will even bring up the sins of the fathers and forefathers. That’s my stance on it.

The names of Father God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost are important.

It’s pretty simple: the names of Father God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost are important because if you don’t know even one of them, you won’t make it into heaven. Here’s a secret—someone once went to heaven, did some good things, but also some bad because of the demons in him. When it was time to enter, he had to know the names of all three. He got two right—he called Jesus “Yahshua” but didn’t use the name Jesus Christ. He got God’s name wrong, calling Him simply “God” instead of using a Hebraic name like the Holy One of Israel, I Am Who I Am, or Jehovah Nissi, and these names had to be pronounced correctly. For the Holy Ghost, he said “Rue Hakodesh” instead of the correct “Ruach Hakodesh.” In the end, he died right before the Holy One of Israel.

The lesson here is to at least know the Hebraic names of the Holy One of Israel, like Shekinah Glory and the Holy One of Jacob for Jesus Christ, and the Holy One of Israel for Father God. Remember these words, because something happened to someone related to them.

The Epstein files and everything you should know from me

You might have heard of the Epstein files, and if not, I suggest paying attention. From what I know, they’re said to involve disturbing claims of pedophilia, bestiality, and extreme acts of perversion involving both minors and adults. My stance is not to judge anyone, as it’s up to the government and police to investigate. If this were truly an exposure of evil, there would have been arrests, but since that hasn’t happened, I believe it’s a psyop. The odds of elite figures being arrested seem slim, possibly because the files are meant to desensitize us. What’s worse is we can’t be certain the files are real, especially with AI, deepfakes, and other tech most people don’t understand. The goal may be to confuse and provoke reactions, so I try not to overreact to the material. There’s likely more child exploitation material in police possession than in the Epstein files, and officers often have to stomach seeing such things without sharing them. I think all police officers should have access to psychiatrists, given the heavy content they deal with, and people should be aware of this aspect of their work.

The Epstein files have captured the world’s attention, making it seem as though we’ve finally been exposed to the inner workings of elite circles. While it might appear that we’ve been given the truth about what’s been going on, the reality could be more complex. It feels like we’ve uncovered the peak of what’s wrong with our society, but in truth, law enforcement holds life-altering information that could deeply disturb anyone who saw it. The harshest realities of child sex trafficking lie within police and FBI files, containing evidence that people deal with daily, yet remain locked away. Sometimes this evidence is destroyed or burned, and that’s just how it goes—kept out of public view by those in charge.

I feel like the Epstein files are being hyped as a massive reveal of secrets we’re not supposed to see, but if this were truly a serious issue, there wouldn’t be such a public release — it would be kept quiet to protect victims, like we always hear from the police, FBI, and CIA. To me, the whole thing feels like a joke, revealing nothing we didn’t already know, while actual police files on certain events could get you in serious trouble for even requesting them. It seems like the files were heavily censored, and the elites named won’t face any real consequences; if they do, they’re quickly released. I know how this goes — nothing changes, no one important goes to prison, and the public isn’t outraged enough to riot or push for real action. If the contents truly mattered, we’d see uprisings, protests, maybe even political fallout, but instead there’s just silence. No revolutions, no accountability, just the same cycle, with people talking about the Epstein files like gossip while nothing happens to the powerful individuals involved.

It’s not hard to call out the elite over the Epstein files, nor is it difficult to stand up for those affected by child sex trafficking. Yet people continue their lives angry but without taking action. I wonder what it would take to get them on their feet, ready to fight for those who suffered the most. If this truly mattered, things would have turned out very differently, and nothing would be the same—on earth or in our lives. I believe Father God will surely note that nothing was done to protect the vulnerable who were taken advantage of. Even if some think it doesn’t matter much to God, it matters greatly to Him, and all the sin and iniquity keep piling up, perhaps stirring His wrath, because no one seems to have acted to protect the children. In the end, people walked away with nothing to show they tried, leaving no sign that they couldn’t be blamed for doing nothing.

With all the problems in the world, these Epstein files seem to be catching the attention of people far beyond America. I hope they’re as outraged as Father God desires, just like many in the United States. The truth is, Father God and Jesus Christ are looking for someone willing to stand up, dig deep, and uncover what’s really going on and what it truly means. Every moment we have is a chance to prove we care—or to show we don’t. On the last day, God will judge the proof of our care or the lack of it. Thinking you’re angry isn’t enough if you haven’t lifted a finger to act, to show the Lord you did something, that you cared, listened to the right things, and kept your hands clean so the blood of the innocent is not on them. These are your children, America, and if you turn away, the blood that was shed by the innocent will be on your hands.

The dark liquid you keep seeing was actually a mix of demon blood and fallen angel blood.

It might not seem like it, but I’m certain the dark liquid and dark substance are the blood of demons and fallen angels. If anyone ingests it and it’s within them, they will, without a doubt, become a demon and a fallen angel. That’s what I’ve discovered. If you don’t believe me, that’s fine, but you could always ask Father God and Jesus Christ about it, and they might reveal the truth. If you choose not to ask, you’ll never know that the dark liquid and substance truly represent the blood of demons and fallen angels.

The horsemen of the apocalypse and what you might not have known about what they represent.

I’ve come across the idea that the first horseman represents the white and Asian races, the second horseman represents the Middle Eastern races, the third horseman represents dark-skinned races, and the fourth horseman might represent aliens. I’m not entirely confident this is factual—it could symbolize something else entirely—but I’m sharing it because it’s what I think and believe in to some extent, and I hope it adds to understanding in the way I seek to grow myself.

Why did the angel swear, raising his hand to the sky, with one foot in the sea and the other on the land?

This was a revelation that came to me out of nowhere—that the angel who resembles Jesus Christ raised his hand in the air, with one foot on the earth and the other in the sea, as a way of swearing to the devil, the prince of the air and the sea. Those beasts, you know, the ones that rise from the sea—the lion, the bear, the leopard, and finally the first beast—and on land, he swore directly to the second beast coming out of the earth. The significance is right in front of us, and I believe this is exactly what was happening in my eyes, so I’m here just to share the truth about why that was.

When the Shekinah Glory remembers who did what, that’s when those who thought they were safe will be damned.

It’s all about remembrance—this is the Holy Spirit’s time to recall everything about who did what and what happened. Many have, in my view, accepted the mark of the beast through using macOS and other Apple-related products, implants, and similar technologies. These and other things will come before the official declaration that anyone without certain marks is excluded. Essentially, agreeing to the terms and conditions of Apple and similar products, accepting tags, or undergoing enhancement surgeries are seen as actions that align with the beast himself.

The truth is that the Holy Ghost will remember and repay everyone for whatever they have sown into the earth, bringing blessings to some and curses to others, as deserved. Each of us will be judged, and the truth of all things will be revealed. I feel strongly this is coming very soon, and nothing will stop the Holy Ghost from delivering judgment—good for some, bad for others. Many may be hurt depending on their judgment, while many will receive great and expected rewards. This might be the kind of occurrence that happens whenever the Holy Spirit makes itself known, because Father God is remembering, Jesus Christ is at work, and for believers, the Holy Spirit is the help they need—that’s just how it is.

It’s true that we must understand the nature of the Holy Spirit, also known as Shekinah Glory, the spirit that dwells within us. Without the Spirit of God—without Shekinah Glory—life would be far worse than we could imagine. Without its light, we would stumble and fall, as if the sun had been taken away. Before Shekinah Glory filled us, we lived in darkness, and rejecting that light would mean endless darkness. Every demon knows how vital Shekinah Glory is, which is why they try to lead certain people to reject it, because of the power and insight it brings. I’ve come to see that the devil seeks to bring some of us—like me, King Solomon, Rehoboam, and Brian Carn—into damnation, filling us with confusion so we can’t discern the path Shekinah Glory wants us to take. Wisdom means embracing the Holy Spirit.

Let me save you and wait for me, for this is true: when the Holy Spirit calls on you as a wise man or woman of God, the Spirit is always with you. You have enough to know that the Spirit will forever be full of ideas and is never wrong. Whoever the Holy Spirit chooses is simply who is chosen. Don’t be without wisdom; anyone can be wise and walk the path with the Holy Spirit. Just desire it, and you will have the Spirit, because that’s what the Spirit also wants. Know that if the Holy Spirit desires your full attention, you will give it, and the Spirit will gladly accept you, embracing you with comfort and loving you like a father. The Holy Spirit will not depart if you hold your tongue from speaking ill and instead speak only good things about the Spirit.

Please do not disappoint the Holy Spirit; live up to what it has planned for you and carry it out precisely, with all the wisdom poured upon you. Remember the Holy Spirit, for it is perfectly placed within you to bring profit to the Kingdom of Heaven. This is the truth of it all, and the love the Holy Spirit has for those who love it. If the Holy Spirit wants you to see the truth, remember this: the Holy Spirit created the breath of life, which appears emerald in color with stars or sparkles, and flows from your mouth and nostrils, returning to the Holy Spirit. Your spirit also leaves through your mouth and returns to it, for the Holy Spirit created your spirit. I know this because, when I died, I was shown these things—a window of Heaven opened to me, and I entered, though I did not stay. I must tell you: be sure you know the correct names of the Holy Spirit, ready to speak them to confirm your entry into Heaven. Remember the proper way to say its name: Shekinah Glory, along with its other Hebraic name. Pronounce it correctly, and do not forget it.

Are Black people Hebrews and Israelites, or are they something else?

In my view, it’s true that I’ve inquired about the bones and bodies of the Israelites, and they appeared to be black. However, you need to discover these things for yourself, and the full truth will be revealed as you seek it, desire it, and stay dedicated to finding it.

The issue with Islam and why it got rid of its kings and royalty.

Some believe that Islamic teachings reject kings and royalty, which they see as a mistake and even blasphemy against themselves. They claim Islam calls for removing kings and royalty, but view this as a serious wrongdoing, arguing it is wrong to raise a sword against one’s own king. They hold that kings are appointed by God and Jesus Christ, and that opposing them can lead to terrible consequences. In their view, peoples like Persians, Koreans, Russians, or others who try to depose their kings are destined for destruction.

I’m not saying Islam is perfect or that there’s nothing wrong with disposing of their kings. I’m against them doing this in Islam, and I believe the nations that do so should be punished—and I truly mean that.

Who is the Holy Ghost in Christianity, and what does He represent?

The Holy Ghost, also known as the Shekinah, is the glory of Father God that surrounds both Him and Jesus Christ. The Holy Ghost is also a comforter, offering peace and support to those who are suffering, lonely, or in need. Even if we aren’t aware of it, the comforter is often the reason many of us keep going, guiding us when we feel lost and helping things fall into place. The truth of the Holy Ghost is that He is one with Father God and Jesus Christ. In short, the Shekinah is the radiant glory of Father God and Jesus Christ.

I'm sharing the truth about the Bible through colors.

I want to share my thoughts about red letters and colored text in the Bible. Please stop adding color to it. I’ve gained the most insight from a Bible without any added colors, just the original text. It’s not hard to understand that the whole Bible needs to be open to receive the nourishment it offers, like milk from the rock. Many don’t realize this. You can set aside the red-letter and colored Bibles, keeping them as references, but don’t throw them away. Instead, try to find a plain, uncolored Bible.

The truth of the Old and New Testaments

Here’s the truth as I see it: Jesus Christ was the New Testament, speaking in parables and revealing what was to come. In the beginning, when Father God said, “Let there be light,” I imagine that light as the New Testament—Jesus Christ Himself—and the Old Testament as the darkness that could not comprehend the light. I’ve come to believe that Jesus was crucified at Golgotha, meaning “place of a skull,” which I think was Goliath’s skull. Remember, the Philistines took the Ark of the Covenant, containing the mercy seat, and it never returned to the Israelites or was reactivated, but somehow remained with Goliath’s skull after David cut off his head. I think David may have buried it where Jesus was crucified, which is why it was called the place of a skull. Somehow, the blood of Jesus Christ touched the mercy seat on Goliath’s skull, and that’s the whole story as I understand it. Think deeply about this, because this is how I believe it happened.

Renaming those demons was all you could do.

Something I’ve learned in deliverance is that renaming demons matters, no matter who they are. A smart way to do this is to demote them—if they’re a king or queen demon, rename them to something like “basic incubus” or “basic succubus.” You can literally say, “I rename you,” using your authority. It’s pretty simple. You can also use synonyms like “regular succubus” or “regular incubus” to strip them of titles. They may call themselves “queen this” or “king that,” but you can stop that. If they’re a strongman or strongwoman, you need to handle it carefully and do it right.

Here are a few things that some people might not realize they should be doing

Pray for the peace of New Jerusalem, and you will find peace, just as the Bible says. Take time to pray for New Jerusalem as often as you can, and don’t think of it as wrong, for it is written to pray for the peace of New Jerusalem, not just Jerusalem. Remember this and apply it to your life so that it may go well with you and you may live peacefully, for this is what the Lord desires for you.

In this dream, there was a man, and my father and I were in an apartment.

In my dream, my father Jeffrey, another man, and I were in an apartment surrounded by darkness. The man was sitting on a couch, crying, and said he believed aliens had created us. When he revealed this, I didn’t know what to believe, but I chose to remain faithful. Suddenly, three grey aliens opened the apartment door. Still unsure of what to believe, I stayed faithful and grew bold, rebuking them until they shut the door. Feeling even braver, I stepped onto a balcony to confront some kind of demon–alien hybrid baby, which fled with an angry expression. That’s when the dream ended.

My interpretation of this dream is that an alien visitation will lead mankind to doubt that Father God created us, even after the rapture has occurred. This is my full interpretation based on my own understanding, and I just want to share that this could possibly be the truth.

A prophetic dream I had when I first became a Christian

One of my earliest prophetic dreams began with the sun appearing to fall from the sky, landing on the earth behind my house, near the street where my friend lived. Suddenly, I found myself aboard an alien spaceship, surrounded by others. We were being forced through an impossibly narrow opening, our bodies strapped to metal gurneys. I felt sharp pain at the site of my appendix scar as I was pushed through. Moments later, I was running through the ship alongside others, all of us transformed into something no longer human, altered by a mysterious black liquid. Strangely, we entered what resembled bathroom stalls on the ship, but I felt fear toward those in the other stalls. Seizing an opportunity to escape, I prepared to leave, but before I could, conflict arose between myself and the others—now monstrous, vampire-like demons. That was where the dream ended.

My interpretation of this dream was about the sharp sickle and how people would be changed aboard the alien spaceships. I felt it was telling me something about myself and my own star, and how I might choose an outcome where I would die by the sharp sickle. Maybe I even regretted it in the end. I believe this is the truth, and the fact that my situation would be so terrible that I’d choose the sharp sickle—something that means you’re never coming back to life and are gone completely. But that was the dream, and you can come up with whatever interpretation you want.

What you should know about Bill Gates in terms of his role in our lives is whether he is the coder and programmer of the Matrix.

I’m going to say this as best I can, and it’s about Bill Gates. While thinking about certain things, dark mode came to mind, and then so did Bill Gates. I began to realize something: dark mode is making us like fallen angels. I think it’s because of a kind of covenant with dark mode that makes us think and act in darker, more evil ways. If you believe colors don’t matter to Father God, you’re mistaken—everything matters to Him, even to Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost. I’ve come to believe Bill Gates coded the matrix we live in, creating Windows OS, and that even Father God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost use it. I don’t know why they use it, only that they do. If you doubt me, ask Father God for a computer—Windows comes preloaded on it, meaning He acknowledges that Bill Gates’s Windows OS has meaning.

If Father God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost keep giving us things with Windows OS, it must mean they see significance in it, and if it has meaning, they will use it. I’ve come to believe that Bill Gates is somewhat like God because of this, as he has coded the matrix we live in. If anything were to happen to him, it would feel like the end of the world. Every version of Windows reflects something about Bill Gates’ spiritual life, from the very first version to Windows 11. Imagine all those versions and everyone creating things using Windows OS—that’s why certain aspects of art, technology, music, and video games don’t seem quite right. It’s all influenced by Bill Gates’ spiritual self, which is what makes everything so wonderful. Hopefully, these things are understood and recognized as real.

To break it down, everything except for Linux, macOS, and anything not built on Windows OS seems to be changing to reflect Bill Gates’ spiritual side. The same goes for Facebook with Mark Zuckerberg, and Twitter, now X—especially if you have an account, since that means we’re part of it as users, though with limited access. Almost everything created in Windows OS is turning out the way it is because of Bill Gates, which is why old games seem better—not simply because they’re old, but because Gates was doing well both spiritually and physically. If you switch to another OS like Linux or macOS, your experience could change significantly. If nothing changes, then I might be wrong and have no idea what I’m talking about.

However since I am right I will tell you this much that the devil is trying to either break Bill Gates or do away with him so that macOS might be the only thing people will use meaning the mark of the beast will be here within no time and thats the truth but that does not have to happen it could be the Linux could replace Windows OS possibly but not for sure and I am not lying that could happen but thats something that could happen but if we stick with Windows OS and tough it out with all the bugs and faults then I am telling you the truth because that we stuck with Windows OS we could see something that is beyond amazing and its going to be wonderful I say pray for Bill Gates everyone pray that he goes to heaven and do not suffer and Windows OS is still dedicated in his name proudly and with all cheer

All the media we create using Windows OS shapes how we see the world, and even the name “Windows” reflects this—like looking through a window, sometimes from the outside, sometimes from the inside. I just wanted to point out that Windows is simple and easy to use, and it’s important to keep it alive. Don’t let it come to an end; urge them to keep it going. If people stop using Windows, they might switch to macOS, which I believe would be a terrible change. I’m warning you—stick with Windows OS. Donate if you have to, as much as you can, because things could go badly if we move from Windows to macOS. Trust me, remember this.

If you meet Bill Gates, work for Microsoft and make sure they never lose Windows OS. Keep it running on our computers, laptops, and everything else. Maybe even hold Bill Gates accountable if he doesn’t maintain it. Get the right education to make Microsoft far better than macOS and Linux, because while Linux might sound cool, there’s nothing it can do that Microsoft OS can’t when we support, donate, and work together to keep it thriving.

The problem in New York City with pigeons and rock doves.

In New York City, stop cursing pigeons—they’re not just pigeons but rock doves, closely related to doves, and they don’t deserve to be insulted. Even if they poop on you or your belongings, let it go, and your city could truly be the greatest in the world. Do the right thing: stop cursing them, grin and bear it, go about your day, and if you don’t want them around, simply stop feeding them. Remember, they’re fed by nature, not by you, so just keep that in mind.

The issue with the red letter is both complicated and straightforward at once.

The red letters are not what they seem; while they may appear to give the words of the Lord their own meaning, they can actually hinder the flow of spiritual nourishment from the Lord’s mouth into your soul. The milk flowing from the rock represents the words of Jesus Christ, and if this flow is obstructed, you are not receiving the sustenance you truly need. Many have been spiritually fed by King David through the Psalms, but it is essential to receive the milk of the New Testament and the words of Jesus to be strengthened and equipped to do the Lord’s work wherever He sends you, ensuring you do not starve spiritually but remain sustained. This is why it is advised to obtain a King James Version Bible without red letters, so that your spiritual hunger may be fully satisfied by the pure milk from the rock.

I had a prophetic dream about a purple tornado swirling outside my house, and it was absolutely terrifying.

The dream was short and quick. I saw a purple tornado in the city where I was, swirling around, and I was afraid because I was a kid and didn’t know what it was about. It was terrifying. Later, I kind of understood what it meant—I got it from King Solomon—that I would be taking control of things in the city and causing disruption in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.

Prophetic dream, envy, green smoke, incest, or something else.

I will try to explain this as clearly as possible. When I was a child, I had a dream about being excluded from something incestuous. The dream began with me facing a crystal ball surrounded by green smoke, in which I saw my sister Khadija and a friend from that time engaging in inappropriate sexual behavior. I was crying because I was left outside. I am unsure of the dream’s meaning, but I believe it may have come to pass. Due to subsequent events, I cannot say for certain, but I question whether my sister Khadija was the reason these things happened, as it seemed she was in control of the situation. I do not understand why she would be involved, yet if she was responsible, it may explain the events that occurred.

Something truly strange at its core, created and orchestrated by the devil, yet cursed at the same time, are insect demons.

Here’s what the devil has done to many people: he has damned them by sending insect-like demons onto their minds, brains, and heads. This is no joke—it’s exactly as I’m saying. The kingdom of darkness, which belongs to the devil, has from his laboratories released these bug demons onto countless minds, causing men, women, children, and even babies to become slow, dull, and afflicted with all kinds of mental illnesses. They seem to have control over mental sickness, and the devil has done this out of spite and hatred for humanity. When he chooses, he is pure evil. The only way I’ve found to get them off your mind, brain, and head is to speak with authority and say, “Lift and remove.” These are the words you must remember: lift and remove.

The Story of Why I Am in This Situation

When I was 18, I became a Christian, even though I wasn’t raised in the faith. It happened after I had a dream where Jesus Christ cast me into a giant pit. I woke up scared and decided it was now or never. For the first time in my life, I had faith, and I was comforted by the Holy Ghost. I can’t remember everything that happened after that, but I do recall my first willful sin as a new Christian—masturbation—something I struggled with. I did it in a way that made me feel like Jesus himself had prophesied my death because of it. After that, I went through a period that’s hard to sum up; my memory of those times is hazy. I can say I was involved in far more than just that sin. With a laptop at hand, I got caught up in all kinds of ideas, temptations, and sinful things online. I remember playing video games and living like I wasn’t a Christian at all.

Even then, I remembered being taught by a woman who seemed different, and I was trying to understand her and what she was saying while feeling like I was in an unseen battle. I knew I was sinful and not doing the right thing, involved in many questionable actions. I sought deliverance and was freed from rage and shame, but I kept hearing blasphemies against the Holy Ghost and was terrified of damning myself. Decades later, I realized it was a demon called the Red Queen, also known as the False Comforter, who could blaspheme and make you think it was you. It wasn’t just her—there was also another demon called Kami, which I encountered because of the ending of the Neon Genesis Evangelion franchise. I believe such things should not be watched, whether inside or outside of faith and Christianity, and I think the devil must have been behind it all.

I believed Father God’s name was Yahweh, and I prayed to Him. My first prayer was asking for protection when things went bad. At the time, I was a conspiracy theorist with no real understanding of much, but I still prayed to Yahweh. When I tried to pray a second time, I couldn’t think of anything to say, whether to Father God or Yahweh. I thought I messed up because my prayer reached heaven but was never spoken aloud, and I’ve wondered about that ever since. During that time at the house, I wasn’t ready to become a Christian, but I still held onto faith. Eventually, I stopped having faith in the name Jesus Christ because a woman I listened to said it wasn’t the right name. Around then, I went through a wilderness experience and truly thought the Holy Ghost had left me. I forced myself to believe that couldn’t be true because I was still saved and could still live as a Christian. For some reason, I thought I was damned, but I knew that wasn’t right. The Lord’s presence, the Shekinah, felt gone, and I wasn’t ready for that. My only comfort was reminding myself I wasn’t damned.

I began to have faith in the name Yahshua, and even now I hold onto that faith by force, though I don’t want to. It’s my personal choice, but it seems the demons don’t want me to abandon Yahshua—trapping me in that faith suits their evil plans better. After the name of Jesus Christ lost its power for me, I couldn’t do anything with it, nor with the name Yahshua at that time. Looking back, I was weak in both body and spirit, and I don’t know why I couldn’t find even a little strength. I wondered why these things happened and why it all unfolded as it did. The deliverance I sought was painful, and I couldn’t do it alone because it hurt more than anyone could realize. I wanted deliverance and more, and it seemed within reach, but then I had a dream of a demon named Arshyl trying to sodomize me. He was the strongman in me, homosexual, and attacked me almost every night while I slept, though I am not homosexual. I remember once calling the devil gay, and in revenge, he sent Arshyl—an incubus demon—to assault me in my sleep. He didn’t stop, and later I found myself dealing with a giant named Gershom, also homosexual. It seemed they had sent demons of homosexuality to attack me as punishment for my words against the devil.

It was all strange, and the attack felt unnecessary. I remember trying to get deliverance from whatever was blaspheming against the Holy Ghost. At first, I thought it was kundalini, but I was wrong—it was Red Queen and Kami, and they kept at it, even blaspheming into the seal of the Holy Spirit on me until it fell off. After that, there were no more blasphemous thoughts because Red Queen had gone right into the seal’s keyhole. Then my fight became one against a flood of demons coming in—not just my own wrong thinking. They forced me into that situation, and it seemed like God didn’t care. I didn’t understand it at the time, but I guess that’s what happens to people like me. I also remember breaking a fast and seeing a vision of something stabbing me in the back—it looked like a woman. Decades later, I learned it really was a woman, Listeria or Lesteria, who became my wife, though I didn’t understand any of it then. Father God never told me to remember it or explained what it meant. That was around the time I left that house, thinking I was on the path to deliverance, but I ended up in an even worse situation.

I won’t forget when I was new to Christianity but experiencing things like a seasoned believer would. I remember thinking I had found the Antichrist, but I’ll share more about that in my next post.

I want you to first have some faith, belief, and faithfulness in Jesus Christ himself

It goes without saying that if you have some kind of faith and belief, and are faithful to Jesus Christ himself—not just his name—you will be saved. Without this, you can never truly please Father God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost. All you need to do is follow what he said: have faith. I’ve learned that you can truly have faith, believe, and be faithful in Jesus Christ himself, and that’s the big difference. It’s better to have faith, believe, and be faithful to Jesus Christ alone. Without it, you won’t be saved, because it’s required of you. Even a little bit of faith can help you tremendously, and you won’t regret it.

If you think you don’t need faith or to believe and be faithful in Jesus Christ alone, you’ve been deceived, and that’s one of the worst mistakes you can make. Brothers and sisters, having faith, believing, and being faithful is essential—without it, you won’t be saved, and you’re only a Christian in name. Don’t be fooled by deceptive voices saying you don’t need it or dismissing it as just some random opinion online. I’m sharing a truth I wish I had known, one that would have helped me tremendously and lifted me to higher levels. If I can win people over to Christ this way, then that’s exactly what I’m going to do.

Please don’t overlook the importance of having faith, believing, and being faithful to Jesus Christ himself. It was my deep desire to know these things, though I learned them too late. I want you to truly understand that I sought this knowledge for myself. I will share another secret about faith: have faith in, on, and around Jesus Christ himself in this specific order. Do not attempt it in any other way, as it might displease Father God.

Another way to strengthen your faith is by believing in Jesus Christ himself, as well as in all the names of Jesus Christ. This can be a great source of support, and I’m not making this up—try it and have faith, but approach it sincerely, without seeming to play around with it. From what I’ve concluded, once you reach this stage of faith, some may see you as a threat. At this point, everything will feel easier, and it should be, but take the opportunity to do what you need to for Father God while it’s still easy. This is because Satan will work to oppose you, either quickly or with slow, cunning tactics.

The lesson I’ve learned is to quickly secure yourself in Christ, and I’m not joking—you need to act swiftly and decisively to get things done. The devil will either wait or match your speed, and he won’t be kind just because you’ve learned how to have faith in many different ways. You can’t be afraid of whatever comes your way; instead, get things in order, get them in check, and find the path that works best for you. And please, when I’m gone, I hope these words will help you and that the truth in them will spark something in you to do what’s right. Even if the world faces hard times, I hope the best will still come your way.

It’s important to be firmly rooted in Jesus Christ and to seek out exactly what He wants from you with strong faith. Think about where and when He wants you to act, and if you have a listening ear, offer it to the Lord so you can be guided in what you should do. With faith this strong, you need to understand that your “firsts” matter—what you do first will shape your journey, whether it’s your first prophecies, sins, iniquities, or even blasphemies. All of these things will have significance, so remember and consider them, because they will come back to you, reminding you of both your first failures and your first successes.

That’s why I say, do the right things and follow what the Lord loves, and you will be fine and bear fruit. If you don’t know how, ask Father God to help you bear fruit, and you will begin to do so. This shouldn’t be a secret because it’s the truth—having God’s help to bear the kind of fruit Jesus Christ loves. If you do things correctly, it will go well for you, and nothing will go wrong. Walk closely with the Lord Jesus Christ, and you won’t be burned in the heat. Hold on to Jesus Christ and have strong, unshakable faith—faith that won’t leave you. Do these things, and you will greatly please Jesus Christ, Father God, and the Holy Spirit. And start asking other questions—the kind I would have asked Father God and Jesus Christ had I not gone through what I have.

Faith is something you should hold onto, believing when you can and staying faithful when you must, making sure it is in Jesus Christ alone—nothing more, nothing less. He will save you from the problems you face, and it will be well with you. Pray constantly, and when I leave this world, remember that you have the power and ability to do whatever you need for Jesus Christ. There is no room for weakness for those who learn from me and hear my words. You must take a thorough look at your life, reviewing it to remember the wrongs you’ve done—the obvious sins as well as the hidden ones, the iniquities you must cast out. Anyone listening should take this to heart: find it all out. Don’t say it’s hard—it isn’t, and it’s not impossible. It’s not only for Jesus Christ, Father God, or the Holy Ghost to do—it’s up to you to start examining your life, recognizing your faults, and asking for the memory and awareness to see it all as if you were judging yourself. This must be done—you must win, and the devil must lose.

With all I’ve said, I hope to leave behind the truth that faith comes first, along with believing and being faithful. If you choose to have faith in a different way, that’s up to you, because we are given the choice not only to face hard things but also to handle what seems impossible on our own. Still, asking Jesus Christ for help is never impossible, and seeking the Holy Ghost is always for your benefit, guiding you back to Eden, back to heaven, and to the throne where right and wrong are judged. It’s all in your hands—look at how wonderful and great Father God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost are to us, sparing us from certain destruction through the blood of Jesus Christ so that we can even have faith in the first place, and return to our true home with Them. I just hope you listen and remember, even after I’m gone, because when I die, these truths will come alive. Above all, love Father God with all your heart, all your strength, and all your power, and love one another. Never forget the first and greatest commandment above all others: to love Father God with all your heart, soul, and mind. When I’m gone, these things will come to you, and you will have it all.

The benefits of being a Christian

The benefits of being a Christian include not having to worry too much about things like what to eat or drink, because Father God knows what you need and will provide for your desires. Another reason is the chance to make it into heaven, going through a refinement process and becoming purer each day. You also get to talk to Father God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost, and have the opportunity to be part of something far greater than yourself. These are the reasons I might choose to become a Christian.